we watched a video about rape today in sex ed. there was nothing in the video that i hadn't heard a million times before from a million different videos and tv specials and stcikers with clever ctach phrases, but i was still filled with this intense disgust and hatred. people...are terrible. not all people. not all men are rapists. but, god, to think that there are so many people out there that just prey on others, that center their whole lives on destroying someone else...it makes me feel sick. and vulnerable. like there's nothing that anyone can do to stop the endless cycle of violent sadism that tears people apart.

i just don't understand.

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