i am back.

i have just returned from the most amazing experience of my life.

i met the best people, people who i hope i will always be friends with and will be able to visit often.

i cried so much when it was time to leave and then some more when i was on the bus to the boston airport.

i love each and every one of my great friends that i met at brown: stephanie, allie, jon, rachel, zach....you guys are the best. i miss you already.

i felt so appreciated and understood there. i've never met people like that before

on the last night we stayed up until 7:30 in the morning (and the only reason we went back to the dorms was so we could finish packing) and we sat by the river listening to the music, looking up at the sky, and reminiscing about our experience and how much we are going to miss each other.

and when we left, we hugged and cried and kissed and didn't want to let go.

man.....i just want to go back.

instant message from jon:

me: i felt stupid crying in front of everyone.
him: dont at all
him: noone looked down on you
him: you shouldve seen me after allie left
him: sitting alone in my room
him: it was a pretty sad sight... much worse than what we saw you do

oh man....i miss everything about it. the freedom, the people, providence, even my dorm (i had a single). we had no curfew, and no one was around to tell us what to do. we had r.a.'s, but that's it, and they didn't bother us about anything anyway.

i have so many stories to tell. but later. just know that i had a great time.

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